Stressed

dont know where im going
dont know where ive been
spinning around in circles
somewhere in my mind
looking aronud
seeing nothing
not knowing where to turn
not knowing if i should turn
cant find the exit
searching for a way out....

Wanting Only You <3

She giggles with her friends
Looking
Wanting
Waiting
Knows everything about him
Turns around to see hes your looking back
Hes not
Grinds her heart into just another peice
Just another shard
She keeps laughing
through her teary eyes
No one sees
Her silent war
With herself
Knowing hes not there
Wanting only him
Not the others who surround
her
She sees right through them
But she cannot even meet his gaze

Im Waiting on a Prayer

When your lost
I will find you
Ill be waiting

When the road stops
I will build your bridge
Im just waiting

At the end of the day
i will be your blanket
Im just waiting

The Sky Is Emty

Im in the dark
Im alone
My laugh silenced
My eyes black as coal
Heart cold as ice
I call to you
The darkness glows
The air is flled with laughter
My heart warms
And the sky is empty
The stars fill my eyes

One Voice

One voice
Calling in the darkness
Shouting out
Waiting for someone
Anyone
To hear
To help
The voice shouts on
Through the night
Waiting
Anticipating

no idea, someone please help me right titles <3

Needing
Needs to love
Needs to hate
Needs to be loved
Needs to be hated
Left behind
The faded memory
Of what once was
And never will be

ugrh! why can i never think of titles late at night???

high as the sky
anticipation hangs above the crowd
the cloud of fear
the buble of excitment
their past
only the past
their preset
as they lived and breathed
one atop of the other
excitment piling over them
mumbling from centerstage
an exuberant cheer above the rest
joy and tears
excitment down to the ground
the group piles in
gathers their things
bringing home their work
pride
diginity
and passion

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my post 2 describe commpetitionn thoughts ne1? lol i triedd some serious personification here n this took 13 minutes so appreciate!

Remebrance

My wall
Curmbles to peices

My ocean
rolls in at high tide

My tears
tumble down the crevice in my face

My laugh
Silenced deep in my core

My heart
is forever warm with you and your memory

LOst♥

Just there a moment ago
I turn my back and i have lost you
Now i'm alone
And lost myself
I don't think i wil ever
be
found

Still Love Me

The world stops turning
The sun stops rising
The sky falls
The ocean rises
The moon falls
The earth shatters
You become one of the falling stars
But you still love me

No
Im going to come home to you
Your faint smell of cologne
Still lingering in the air
After your day of work
Ill give you a big hug and say
I love you daddy
And You will say
I love you to sweetie
How was school?
And then mommy will come home
And well sit down to dinner
No

My Night Light

The clock keeps ticking
But i dont hear a sound
Everything is still and stationary
Though the world is moving

I was not with you
But i would have followed
All the way into the darkness

I'm afraid of the dark
But your my night lite
You always Have been
And still are

Denial♥

Shutting it out
Pushing the truth away
Closing the door
Locking it tight
Sealing away my fears
Leaving ignorance behind
Facing my destruction

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wrote this in math xD

Past The Facade♥

No ever-seeing eyes
No smooth soft complextion
Not a figure
No great mind
No intellegence
Not very amusing
But you see past that
Into her soul-less eyes
To find her true self
Which You Love
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gaaaah terribly cheesy & bad. some1 please inspire me!!!

Who Would Have Known♥

You were around just yesterday
But today you cant come back to play

Slowly attempting breath in your hospital bed
Your just about, almost dead

Your scrathed and brusied up and down
Your legs are blue and purple, jus like a clown's

All beucase you went online
You father is sick
You mother is cryin

You met a guy you thought you loved
He stole a car
And your own blood

He snuck to your house last thursday night
Hit a pole
Ran out of sight

How did you get here?
What happened to the girl i knew?
All beucase some guy in his senior year

Youve ruined your life
And your family's too
Not another day will be free of strife

Your little sister has it bad
She doesnt know youve almost killed youself
Doenst know what's happened to you dad

And now you lie here
By my side
Wondering what
You let slide

He was so sweet
You loved him to
You couldt have guessed hed be the one to cheat

He cheated you
Out of the life you could have known
And now that your dead, he says audieu

As you graps the last moments of life
You wonder what you could have been
what will become of your family
all the things you will never get to see
all of things you will never do with me

How will your family ever move on
Now that you and dad are gone

Now youo cant come out to play
Your not even going to see
another
day

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In LOVING memory of David and Daniella Yudell

Excluded♥

They walk ahead
Push her back
Silence her thoughts
Laugh at her ignorance
She laughs at what she doesnt know
These three
Are best friends.

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i felt bad that since tiffy doesnt hav a crush she doesnt hav poems dedicated 2 her that often, so here it is! the ending is kinda weird but i wanted it 2 read that it wuz SMIFFANY we were tlkin bout. Kay hope u lik it!

Crush♥

pounding agasint my heart
squeezing the life out
numbing my mind
blackening my vision
filling my eyes with stars
elevating my body
above the clouds

Laughter♥

A ripple
Starts from the center of your self
Spreading its warm glow
Up and out of you
Reaching and touching the world
Warming the world
Spreading the glow
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kay, it may not be as happy as i would have liked but how do you guys feel bout my first happy poem?

Alone in A Crowded Room♥

I stand alone in the room

They come in
Laughing
Shouting
SMiling at each other
Over a reccent joke
All of them in their circles
Offering helping hands
Opening their minds
And hearts
Luaghing on the phone
Pulling Pranks
Making Jokes
FIlling the silent room
With their happiness

I still stand alone

Theif♥

You stole my heart
Took it away fast

You stole my heart
Took it by surprise

You stole my heart
and it was never returned

You stole my heart
and i dont want it back

You can have it

Eye Of the Tiger♥

Down to the crunch
What we work and wait for
Tireless nights
Endless days
Preparing

The hour is here
The time is now
The pencils are sharpened
As we shuffle nervously in our seats
This is
it

The moment passes
The hour slips away
The pencils dull
And we have succeed
Succes we have
overcome

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Haffa post if i want 2 delay the apoclolypse lol

LOst♥ (need a title! Comment on suggestions!)

Adolenscence slipping through my fingers
The grains of sand
The beach of life

The coast
And it is high tide
Knocking down my sand castle
As it is sucked in by the water

The sun
Moving along
As we all adjust our chairs to sit in the shade
No one wants to be burned

Childhood is supposedly the time of our lives
It goes so fast it is gone
Before we even realize
The time of ourlives is now
Now today
Now the future
Now, the future

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should i add another beach-y verse???? o btw: i need idea 4 a new and all that jzz post!!!! running dryy!

Ignorance is Bliss♥

To not care beyond tomarrow
You don't think beyond today
Dream about the past
And look the other way

To be happy with yourself
Behind that silk blindfold
You think that what you want
Is exactly what you are told

Not knowing right and
Being wrong
With meaningless friends
In mindless chatter and song

Thinking the best
Walking twoards tomarow
Fearing not a thing
The gift is yours to borrow

Bygone Days♥

I walk in
Throw down my school bag
Go over to my door
And cross off the day on my calander

Another day of my life
Crossed out

Another moment
Gone

So many have left
Half as many to come

As we cross off the days we dont realize
That is one day less to cross

Colorful♥

Red
i am sometimes hurt

Orange
The pain you caused has still not worn off

Yellow
My friends make me happy

Green
My turtle is the calm and grace

Blue
With a new tide, comes change

Purple
Change, is sometimes for the best

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Tiffany, this ones 4 u, itz bout u n annoying. It snot relly good cause im in a poets block, but ill rite a better one once im back on my poem writing feet.

What Happened♥

Do you love me?
Do you not?

One day you do
And the next we are strangers

Always changing your mind
Leaving me in the past

Your feelings are the wind
And my heart is the branches of the tree

Always moving
Swaying bakc and forth
And being broken

I Think It's Called Love♥

Do you even see me?
I am the girl behind you
Next to you
But never with you
Never talking to you

Do you know who i am?
I am the one
Noticing your laugh
Your breath
Your smile
The way your eyes
Light up
When they have life

Do you know what i am?
I am the shadow meshing with yours
Trying to talk
To scared
To quiet
Sinlently praying for a miracle

Do you miss me?
When i dont look at you
When i dont notice your breath
eyes
laugh
and smile?
When your shadow is alone
When your eyes are silent
And your speach dull?

Id miss you

Frenemies♥

We used to be one mind
And four bodies
Then three
Then two

All the shared secrets
Out the window
All the laughs are now
silenced
I know nothing about
The people who
knew everything about me

I knew you didnt mean to hurt me
Or at least i thought you didnt
Those mean words were unbelievble
I was pushed out alone
Untill i found them

The laughs are even louder
They keep my secrets
No mean words exist
They don't mean to hurt me
And i know they don't

We are four bodies
And one mind

The Perfect Jerk♥

I look over at you and thinks
I look over at you and breathe
I look over at you and
cry

Hate♥

A Word so strong
It can tear lives apart
In no time
But sometimes
It isn't strong
Enough

In My Mind♥

I don't want to see you
Becuase if i do
I know
It will make seeing her
So
Hard

I don't want to think about you
Beucase if i do
I know
I wont stop which is already
Hard
Enough

I dont want to talk to you
Becuase if i do
I know
I will sound like an idiot, making me fall in love
Even
Harder

The Sweetness and the Sorrow♥

A crowded lunch room
A busy hall
She finds his gaze
Amid it all

But he doesnt see
Her gentle smile
The scene goes blurry
Through her teary eyes

She knows he never will
But the slightest speck of hope
Come from the sight of his words
Though few, they exists......
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He finds her in the lunchroom
A crowded hall
She then meets his gaze
But he looks away

The muscles in his body so frozen
From the feeling of her gentle smile and wave
He can hardly move

He knows she doesnt see
His constant admiring stare
But when she meets his eyes
There is hope......

Sick and Tired of Waiting♥

I tried to wait
And be patient lik i am told to
be

I tried to remain calm
beucase everyone says angry is not a good thing to
be

I tried to listen
becuase a good ilstener is what they want you to
be

But when you walked in the room
My hair fell down
And know one else was there
But us

Who else does there need to
be?

Listen to My Heart♥

I try to forget you

But then, my mind finds you when my heart
Is convincing it not to

My eyes see where my legs cannot take me

And then my head knows my heart was wrong.

But you see, my mind is very stubborn

My mind, tells me not to listen to my foolish heart

And my heart is weak
It does not want a fight
So it says yes

WIthout it ever even asking me how i feel about it

The Many Ways of Expressing Friendship♥

The Boy walks by
Just for supplies

Yet still a start
To soothe my aching heart

The girl sings
and in my ear it rings

A single word
Just loud enough
so that he heard

I put a sharp pain in her arm
But the sound goes on

Another pinch
Yet she is not silenced an inch

Then to my horror she began to sing
Her song that was ever so embarrasing

I wanted to punch her in the face
And hide my own, with a brief case

She proclaimed my love
Heaven sent from above

As she continued to sing the boy he laughed
My confidence flying away in an aircraft

My pinches, smacks and then my hits
Left not any benefits
To my red-ening face
My embarrasing friend, i just wanted to replace

The ears of the class were suffering to her tune of 'Rockstar'
It sounded much like a dying jaguar

The boy began to laugh
Only on my behalf

Back to the beginning of my plan
To win the man

The only time, close i seemed
Seemed to only be in my dreams

She blew it
That half-wit

The singing girl
Ice-cream i wish i could at her hurl

That annoying vice
Whom i would have at that moment gladly sacrificed

This mistress of pain
Who i tried and failed to restrain

This girl just happened to be
The very best friend of the one and only me

All I AM♥

All I Am
is the girl in the back
The one who smiles at you
When you laugh at me

All I Am
is the shadow following yours
The girl who is always happy
Except when shes sad

All I Am
is the sound of my voice
The way my feet move
When my mouth cannot

All I Am
is you

All Wrong♥

All she saw
Was the crystal blue
And the auburn in his hair
And the way he lookes when he smiles
And the way he eats his lunch
And the way he laughs
And the way he slaps his friends in the back
And the way he writes his name
And, the way he looks at her

But everyone else saw
The way he treats his friends
The way he pushes in the hallway
The way he hands in his homework
The way he has a way of poitning out faults in others
The way he trips the girls
The way he thinks about himself
The way he thinks about her

It's Nice to Dream♥

HELLO! Yes, after much pressure from Dee n Tiffy, i hav started a poems blog (wild cheering from the viewers)Don't expect me to write a poem every day, more like on eventful days, mondays and fridays and MAYBE another day because my first priority is to my daily novel :) (andallthatjazz-alessandra.blogspot.com, ficitonaly story written by me staring mi bffls)I am going to try to put a corresponding iconator pic to match every poem becuase blogs absolutely suck without the pictures, except leahs casue it has cool words like cynalisms or something lol. WELCOME!