In My Mind♥

I don't want to see you
Becuase if i do
I know
It will make seeing her
So
Hard

I don't want to think about you
Beucase if i do
I know
I wont stop which is already
Hard
Enough

I dont want to talk to you
Becuase if i do
I know
I will sound like an idiot, making me fall in love
Even
Harder

The Sweetness and the Sorrow♥

A crowded lunch room
A busy hall
She finds his gaze
Amid it all

But he doesnt see
Her gentle smile
The scene goes blurry
Through her teary eyes

She knows he never will
But the slightest speck of hope
Come from the sight of his words
Though few, they exists......
___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___ ___

He finds her in the lunchroom
A crowded hall
She then meets his gaze
But he looks away

The muscles in his body so frozen
From the feeling of her gentle smile and wave
He can hardly move

He knows she doesnt see
His constant admiring stare
But when she meets his eyes
There is hope......

Sick and Tired of Waiting♥

I tried to wait
And be patient lik i am told to
be

I tried to remain calm
beucase everyone says angry is not a good thing to
be

I tried to listen
becuase a good ilstener is what they want you to
be

But when you walked in the room
My hair fell down
And know one else was there
But us

Who else does there need to
be?

Listen to My Heart♥

I try to forget you

But then, my mind finds you when my heart
Is convincing it not to

My eyes see where my legs cannot take me

And then my head knows my heart was wrong.

But you see, my mind is very stubborn

My mind, tells me not to listen to my foolish heart

And my heart is weak
It does not want a fight
So it says yes

WIthout it ever even asking me how i feel about it

The Many Ways of Expressing Friendship♥

The Boy walks by
Just for supplies

Yet still a start
To soothe my aching heart

The girl sings
and in my ear it rings

A single word
Just loud enough
so that he heard

I put a sharp pain in her arm
But the sound goes on

Another pinch
Yet she is not silenced an inch

Then to my horror she began to sing
Her song that was ever so embarrasing

I wanted to punch her in the face
And hide my own, with a brief case

She proclaimed my love
Heaven sent from above

As she continued to sing the boy he laughed
My confidence flying away in an aircraft

My pinches, smacks and then my hits
Left not any benefits
To my red-ening face
My embarrasing friend, i just wanted to replace

The ears of the class were suffering to her tune of 'Rockstar'
It sounded much like a dying jaguar

The boy began to laugh
Only on my behalf

Back to the beginning of my plan
To win the man

The only time, close i seemed
Seemed to only be in my dreams

She blew it
That half-wit

The singing girl
Ice-cream i wish i could at her hurl

That annoying vice
Whom i would have at that moment gladly sacrificed

This mistress of pain
Who i tried and failed to restrain

This girl just happened to be
The very best friend of the one and only me

All I AM♥

All I Am
is the girl in the back
The one who smiles at you
When you laugh at me

All I Am
is the shadow following yours
The girl who is always happy
Except when shes sad

All I Am
is the sound of my voice
The way my feet move
When my mouth cannot

All I Am
is you

All Wrong♥

All she saw
Was the crystal blue
And the auburn in his hair
And the way he lookes when he smiles
And the way he eats his lunch
And the way he laughs
And the way he slaps his friends in the back
And the way he writes his name
And, the way he looks at her

But everyone else saw
The way he treats his friends
The way he pushes in the hallway
The way he hands in his homework
The way he has a way of poitning out faults in others
The way he trips the girls
The way he thinks about himself
The way he thinks about her

It's Nice to Dream♥

HELLO! Yes, after much pressure from Dee n Tiffy, i hav started a poems blog (wild cheering from the viewers)Don't expect me to write a poem every day, more like on eventful days, mondays and fridays and MAYBE another day because my first priority is to my daily novel :) (andallthatjazz-alessandra.blogspot.com, ficitonaly story written by me staring mi bffls)I am going to try to put a corresponding iconator pic to match every poem becuase blogs absolutely suck without the pictures, except leahs casue it has cool words like cynalisms or something lol. WELCOME!